So I added a horoscope gadget to my igoogle homepage and in my horoscope it wrote:
"...Keeping things to yourself could be a waste of energy now, especially since your workmates and friends probably know more than you realize. Sharing what's on your mind isn't as much of a risk as it seems."
So I've decided to do exactly that. A lingering feeling of missing him has slowly reappeared. Maybe working Full Time had kept my mind off things, keeping me occupied, but now that I'm not working, it's come flying back. I've accepted what has happened, I wish him well and I know that it's time to move on, but knowing that Valentine's day (aka our, what would have been 5th year anniversary) is coming up, I can't help but think of him, what he's been up to and how he's been. I know the break up was the right thing to do, for the both of us. I had only wished that we could have remained friends. But then again, I might not be able to move on if we had. So technically I should be happy for his coldness towards me.
As much as I want to wish him Happy Valentines day on the 14th, I shall leave it here: "Wishing you a Happy Valentine's Day, Hoping you have someone special to spend it with and although it didn't work out between us I am hoping that one day we will put the past in the past and be able to catch up for coffee, just like friends. You were my best friend and you were my lover and it would be a shame to lose you as a friend as well...Best Wishes and all the best for 2011.".
Well, besides that, nothing new in my life, just job hunting and waiting for Uni to start. Hoping that this year will be better than the year 2010. Wishing you all a Happy Chinese New Year. May this year be a Prosperous one, that brings you more fortune, better health and greater love.
Lastly, I created some Summary video's of my Malaysia trip of 2011:
Langkawi
KL
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